Sometimes it's really painful to open up your eyes to facts you knew but didn't want to face.
I... I'm sorry, I just need to vent. I know you guys aren't used to me doing something like this, ... AT ALL....but my mood calls for gorey-ness... even tho it's not something I like...
Many bad things have happened in the last few days. Problems with friends, projects I loved but I've had no option but to scrap, more problems with my friends, and these things brought up other really bad things I had bottled up, if it weren't for those old inner conflicts I think I'd be dealing with everything else differently. But sometimes it just feels like EVERYTHING around you falls appart.
Now it's hard for me to face certaing facts regarding my future and my carrer as an artist... because these things are not easy to achieve, and turns out I have to do it all the difficult way.
But I guess I have to deal with it, there's only one path for me to choose from, so I either take it, or stay where I am now.
I'm sleepy, I had a bad day today, and the tension between my friends doesn't help.
This picture.... I drew it for the sake of venting, it's probably not the best thing ever, it's just a speed paint, I don't want critique on it, I just wanted to draw something and that came out...
aw,I hope you are fine now and Im sure your problems will end...I guess...If you need a hug Im here *hugs*
And the drawing,its really wonderful,reminds me a drawing I saw by :icon~HybridChild: called raw (take a look to her gallery btw) and Im sure everything will become better.
It's a really good pic, all your feelings at that moment come out like a mirror reflecting your image; if you want to talk about it, just note me. I mean it, I'm a good listener, believe me..
Poor Priscy... You need cuddles! What happened between you and your friends? Fights? :/ If you wanna talk about it, please don't hesitate to say so... I'm told I'm pretty good at listening and talking
Seriously though, hope things get better for you soon.
Ya se que te he dicho antes y se que no parece que este pasando aun, PERO esas cosas son pasajeras. Tu puedes Priss, trata de no juntar todo lo malo que te pasa (a pesar de que este pasando todo a la vez) en tu cabeza. Si tambien lo ves asi eres tu contra una montanya gigante de problemas, pero si tratas cada uno por separado y tratas de solucionarlos uno por uno, sera mucho mejor. Si puedes hacer algo para arreglar tus problemas, hacer ese algo te tranquilizara mucho y si no puedes hacer nada, lo mejor es ser paciente y tratar de no preocuparse mucho. Por que no tiene sentido preocuparte si no puedes hacer nada.
Haz algo que te anime, dedicate un dia a ti misma Y haz todo eso que te gusta. Haber si eso te ayuda en algo a recuperar fuerzas.
*hugs* sorry to hear about everything turning to poo You're a great artist priscy, and as long as you love art you should keep creating it for as long as you can no matter what anybody thinks. I hope things will be resolved with your friends. i used to have a friend and we'd always conflict with eachother sometimes over art skills and ideas v.v; it really sucked but i hope things get better for you =x
And the drawing,its really wonderful,reminds me a drawing I saw by :icon~HybridChild: called raw (take a look to her gallery btw) and Im sure everything will become better.
What happened between you and your friends? Fights? :/
If you wanna talk about it, please don't hesitate to say so... I'm told I'm pretty good at listening and talking
Seriously though, hope things get better for you soon.
Haz algo que te anime, dedicate un dia a ti misma
Me gustan los trazos del ojo.